asleep in UST

ustet today!! boring.. hahah.. nakakabobo ung exam.. but thankfully i passed one college!! yipee.. hahaha.. loser.

happpppyyyy...

happy?

never.

ehhhhh

its been a long time since my last entry.. school i taking over my life and.. of course, problems, problems, problems!! im full and sick of it.
btw, im seventeen im seventeen im seventeen. so.

classes were suspended half way down this day for some reasons im not aware of. im glad i got away early though. it just sucks that i missed english. the last decent subject in school.well.

Oh.My..Dog.
school sucks. im in my senoir year and everything's not ok. haven't passed a single quiz in trigo.
pathetic. im gonna flunk. there's no doubt about that.

hell.

it would be much in my total and uttermost surprise if my post will suddenly start to show up!!
Anyway, i just got home from my lessons. it was so hot and hot... no teacher today, i think he was in Quezon(province). i had the time to master the beats.. looking up. arvin, though, isn't. i mean, not looking up. first of all his hands are too small and fat, for bass, is what. but he likes to be pressing about it. if you know what i mean.

first drumming lessons today!

I had my first drumming lessons today. It looks hard right? well, you should know it's ever harder than it looks. arvin's studying the bass, the poor fanatic. Carla's in my class. She's a lesson ahead of me though. I wasn't able to attend the session last monday, for some reason. I haven't seen her since last year and a half according to her, though.
Yea, it's nice to see her again!

first drumming lessons today...

I just got back from laguna. My sunburn's awful and arvin's away somewhere out there.

Wednesday. twas my brother's birthday yesterday and we sort of got together and ate a lot. not exactly a party but we really ate like madmen.

So its monday. It was one of the bearable days i've had so far. So what if it's monday? people aren't being fair prejudicing monday like that. All i did all day was sleep my fucking face off till it's 6 in the evening. But, im feeling a little better now, regarding the madman thing that happened the other day. And i realized, this will only last about half year or so so id better give it a goddamn try.

I was struggling to maintain my healthy diet yet i am unsuccessful. Kitch, you're really lucky, i swear to god. Im not kidding.

Our JS Prom still kills me!

ahhahah i just downloaded spongebob squarepants' theme. hehe aliw.

this video's nice. mark's in it. nice song too!

just been to church. im here in mega mall for the millionth time and im hungry. i guess ill have to go back in my old diet now. i really need it.

Summer is beginning to be... summery. whatever. been thorough a lot this week... papers are starting to come along. i think im really going this time. get my visa i mean. So i guess im gonna skip the summer slam this year.. he wouldn't be there anyway. jesus. i cant think of anything else to say. you had to be in the mood for those stuffs, you really do.

I'll wait for you...

Vacation na!
Seniors we all are to be.
Summer na and it's so hot nakakatamad gumawa ng kahit ano! in other circumstances I would've stayed home and veg. But not in this lifetime, nope. Though we're starting a webpage for our batch as seniors! START if we ever find out where to. god, im extra illiterate today am i not?

sleep over at Roana's last thursday. All we did was sleep and sleep and, i don't know, sleep.
I can't believe school's almost over. We had our last regular school day last thursday. And finals are also coming up. I hope if do well. That's my plan anyway.

"Diamonds and Guns"

bombs going off in Sierra Leone
taken more shots than Karl Malone
Battle looms, your doom, injustice entombed
Who got the diamonds? Who gonna find them?
Who gonna mine them, when the time comes?
Diamonds and Guns, Diamonds and Guns.

[chorus:]
It's a wicked world that we live in
It's cruel and unforgiving
It's a wicked world that we live in
It's cruel and unforgiving

Knock, knock, knock, who's that? It's Momma, son
Lookin' for the bitch who took the money and run
Now the daylight's gone and there's no more fun
And who's the fuckin' bitch who stole all the heroin?
Heroin, heroin, it's all gone
Smoked it all up, and now you got none
And now you look around and that's not the plan
This is not what you had in mind

I shot in heaven, now I cry
No one lives forever, in fact we all die
From those who bust shots to those who stuff cops
To those who serve rocks on all the hard blocks

Every last soul must pay the last toll
In the dice game of life, who gets the last roll?
Is it the one with the suit? The one with the sack?
The one who hides behind his fuckin' gun and his badge?
Negative outlook? Well that's how I'm livin'
And like he said, it's a wicked world we live in
It's a wicked world we live in

I'm wiggin out, flippin' out, heart is what I'm rippin' out
I'm slippin' out, I'm dippin' out, killin's what I'm livin' out
Pick 'em, let me pick 'em out, spin and let me whip it out
Gat to your face with the fuckin' bullets stickin' out
Missin' out, diss and bout, blood's what you're pissin' out
84 I'm Crazy Horse, shootin' up, I'm illin' out
Rippin' out, I'm trippin' out, different now, I'm pimpin' out
any color at my belt and ouch while they're clippin out
Criminal I'm hittin' out, in L.A. no gettin' out
2 1 3, pack your P, fly wicked style
Listen now, I'm sinnin' out, a 6-pack I'm sippin' out

shit i wanna read the Ringu novel!! there's this other movie, a sequel to the movie Ring, Rasen, its called and i've been reading its script for about a million hours already! basta i wanna read the novel!! for now, read this RINGU

a while ago sa house ni wana we wattched lenny kravitz, he's gwapo, ryt. and we kind of looked at uchie's year book and saw ms. sebastian's pic there and she looked as bad! you had to feel sorry for the crazy deuche bag, you really do.

kanina when i was just about to head home after dropping kitchie off to her place, i saw her kuya about to go out and he's kinda bringing all this stuff with him and i thought to myself, he might be leaving the house for a while because of this thing that's happening at their house that's driving everyone crazy. and suddenly it reminded me of a lot of things that makes me upset and all. so anyway, i was kind of watching them from across the street, kitchie stopped on her way in and her kuya said something to her and i don't know, she just went straight in and well i really don't know why but it depressed the hell out of me. her kuya sort of watched her go in and its depressing as hell, it really is. the way kitchie walked, well, its nothing like a special walk but it still bothers me too much.

school sucks!!!!!!

I hate school, i really do. and my crazy set of friends are not making it any easy, the lunatics. (ahem, roana) kanina sa school out tight-butt advisers practically dissing everyone in front of everyone else! they wanted to kill her. ang kapal ng mukha niya she's such a phony hypocrite. she's the biggest hypocrite ive ever seen in the whole goddamn school. She talks as if she's this noble freak who doesn't know the difference between a chalk and a dick. haha, pretty ironic cuz of this silly rumour that's going around saying they hit the sack in a motel quite a lot, she and this other teacher of mine. pretty crude, but who knows?

I hate school.

It was not a bad day. We finally gave boo away to Arvin's brother. Watched "DareDevil" today, it was okay. Nothing much except im finally fixing up my blog a little. i really need to get something done with my school projects.....

i've been having ultra- major problems in my stupid blog lately so i had difficulties saving my entries.
So here goes, recap:
the past month was full of crammies for the JS prom and now its finally all over. Just yesterday, we had it and it wasnt so bad, after all... anyway im not in the mood to rant over all the details so here's an easier way to gather good and bad highlights of the event:

GOOD

1. I didn't get a chance to trip or fall and make a fool out of myself, same goes to my friends, except, well, bobbie whom Paul Liao inhumaly turned down after she asked him, almost forcefully, to dance.
2. We weren't that late!
3. food was great! : )
4. i looked A-OK though, as soon as i stepped into the room, well, you know.
5. nobody i danced to stepped on my foot!
6. the whole night, i suppose.

BAD

1. Amor looked horrible! wait, that is good!!
2. TRUE! where's that stupid song when you need it most?!
3. i didn't get to eat more than i planned to.
4. karl fiesta, Prom King??????
5. pa3ck wasn't in the mood to dance with me. hey, not in the mood? He hated the idea! he'd rather dance with some ........ never mind.
6. "it's getting hot in herre!"
7. it was all over with a blink of an eye!

IN SCHOOL
finally, intrams is over and everyone's pretty beat, well, except in basketball since we won the championship and everything. the sophies ran in on second place. julian's world collapsed all over him at the last few minutes of the game, it seemed. he should really get his priorities straight. he was almost crying, poor kid.
i had no choice but once again join the cheering competition. we all worked our butts off to at least come up of something decent enough to perform, though, we only got second. not at all surprising, really.
now the prom's coming up and everybody at home's having a BALL of pestering me about the dress. still, i can't think of anything! im no fucking designer! hell, arvin's already got his suit ready and all. sounds a little over-excited, arvin, doesn't he?

i broke up with julian the other day, last tuesday i think, im not really sure, though he found out about it only a little later. it was crazy and everything. really i had to do it.
he was getting too much like me anyways, and i found out that i just can't handle me so it was a must to break the stupid fling. i dont know why it didn't affect me the way it has with daniel. maybe because all i really wanted was to know what it was like to kiss him. ha, ha. u don't want to know, really. so ayun, everything's back to normal. im happy cuz first time in many, many months i have nothing to think about!

IN SCHOOL
intrams is coming up. hay salamat at least i won't take part in anything this year, sometimes i just don't get the point. though, nga lang im excited to see the sophies walk away with their asses kicked! especially julian, these past few weeks that's all he talks about. he's too worked-up on the fact that we both know we're gonna beat them up. you can just see him scrunch his face everytime we talk about it. hehe its so funny, but after a while it gets so irritating the way he won't accept it.

oh, shit.
love brandon boyd.

had been a stupid, stupid week in school so far.. everything's pitch black for me, if anything. Ayoko na. At home, nothing's ever real and in school life's wee bit extra exhilirating. julian's a fucking asshole and arvin's more than that.