ive never heard of human hearts jumping out of their rib cages, but who says it can't actually happen?!

She cured the plague of the holy child.
And all the while, she just walked in.
And "boom" she said, in her room with her red fingernails and a grip on the answers.

-Her middle name was boom

two of my hamsters died today. it was pretty disgusting. i had to bury them in a flower pot and put flowers in it. why else would they call it flower pot?

couldn't enter #moshpit cuz u wouldn't believe its invites only!
this is shitting me.

im so sick of always, always waiting for nothing.

i never thought isang sobrang gas-gas na kanta will have this gigantic impact on me.


90 miles outside chicago
cant stop driving i dont know why
so many questions i need an answer
two years later you're still on my mind
whatever happened to amelia earheart
who holds the stars up in the sky
is true love once in a lifetime
did the captain of the titanic cry
someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know
why the sky is blue
someday we'll know
why i wasnt meant for you
does anybody know the way to atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
im speedin by the place that i met you
for the 97th time tonight
someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know
why the sky is blue
someday we'll know
why i wasn't meant for you
someday we'll know
why samson loved delilah
someday i'll go dancing on the moon
someday you'll know
that i was the one for you
i bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
i watched the stars crash in the sea
if i could ask god just one question
why aren't you here with me???

shit.

yesterday about 5 pm i was editing my blog and when i was just about to wrap it up the computer suddenly shut down by itself and everything ive been doing for the past two hours came into nothing. fuck whatever. a while ago in greenhills i came across to one of the very few stalls left that sell pirated cds, where a bunch of hippie fuckin scum bags were noisily looking for an album of eminem. i decided to just look and maybe id find something interesting. you never know. then i asked the seller if they happen to have slapshock's new one out, project 11-41. and one of the groupies looked at me and kind of smirked. i asked him what his problem was and lookie here, the stupid prick has got nothing to say. so sick of people trying to be really cool and failing obliviously. wen i got home, walking down the street there were kids sketeboarding on the sidewalk. they were real asses but what the hell, they didnt know that. and what makes me tick is that they're not one bit good enough to flaunt like that then the worst surfaces; they're wearing elephant pants and shirts big enought for two people to swim inside. talk about identity crisis.

we just got off from the salon. he's got another new hairstyle (a second in three weeks) so he's pretty jumpin' up and down about it. thinks he's soo good looking and everything.. like josh harttnet he says. right. early this moring he picked me up later than he's suppose to and when i got inside his dad's car (he looks exactly like him ) he's playing the album make yourself by incubus and i hear brandon boyd's voice and i swing. hey, i just remembered my hamster gave birth last wednesday, but no matter, she ate them a while ago. that's fuckin kind of sick. Anyway, that reminds me of my former classmate, a real monster bitch. you should see her ass, or where its suppose to be in other circumstances that she has one. you know. cuz its kinda drooping just right over the back of her shin. hahahahahaha yea its true. never seen one of those freaks before? no? aw come on. you'll be missin half of your life time's laughing fits!!! oh, and here's another preview, her nose? its like those preteen grown potatoes they use to make foot long french fries. really. and her arms weigh like 2 tons each! hehe guess how SMALL that looks. hey you know who you are, would you tell me where you get those excessive fats and calories? cuz my boyfriend here needs a lot of it. maybe you could lyposuck a few barrels for him? stellar? i.dont.think.so.