a new diversion

tomorrow, im going to start the semester by going to school and demanding they provide me with another schedule less ungodly. The one they gave me just plain sucked. I couldn't even bring myself to describe it. also, i will try to socialize. make friends. whatever.

maybe im finally calloused about this change-me-twice-a-year madman thing that they always make me endure. maybe. shall i make new friends? for the year i was in OLGC i did not, fortunately, however, make any more enemies. people are just too predictable and curious in that place. no ever gives me a hard time (except for that PE teacher who made me take gymnastics thrice before he finally gave me that 2.5 i so deserved) or shoots me the evil eye even. they were all too friendly asking me questions and wanting me to ask them questions. well i did like some people, my seatmates, they were helpful as hell plus we all quite agreed on snack-sharing during physiology lectures (those of which we had to endure at a 2-5 basis) if i wasn't dozing off footnote: we ARE allowed to doze of! if not how do you suppose i got a 2.5 when everyone was clearly dying to get a heavenly 3?) still, i did not make real friendships. they were all mere acquaintances (heck, i didn't even try to attend that compulsery acquaintance party which in return, i was asked to pay the entrance fee that i obviously had no use for.

but i am thinking this: since A. doesn't seem to keep his word, it seemed like he won't make this semester easy for me either. he just had to break every single promise he'd said. thus, my idea for a new diversion which will be summed up with these simple words: WHAT WILL COME MUST COME. I WILL WELCOME IT WITH OPEN ARMS.